Things here haven't been going well. Sophomore year has turned into the worst year of my entire life. People have stabbed me in the back when I needed them most, people have left me, used me, time and time again. But I guess these little experiences make us stronger. Still, I wish more than anything that I was anywhere but here. To be honest I've thought of transferring. Looking at the course schedule for next semester there is only one class that relates to my major, and not a single class that I can take for my minor. So somehow I have to take 5 classes that will help me graduate. So far I have found two. But perhaps it's just the curse of sophomore year and things will get better? You tell me. Right now I'm stuck in this pit where I feel alone and I have to figure out everything for myself so I guess I'll continue fighting on until May when summer arrives. No matter what though, I'll figure out where I need to go.
This too shall pass. Keep your chin up. Write hard. Stay away from the party and you'll come out the other end okay. Go sit in some churches...consider Christ. Try to enjoy your time abroad. When you return to the USA, the mundane will slap you in the face. See the positive in all things and be kind to people, then life will get better. Never lose hope. And if you do, tell someone.
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