Life's Battle

On a whim I checked this blog and noticed that some people are actually still checking this blog, which makes me happy and sad. Happy because people still care, but sad because I gave up on this promise of mine. 

Things here haven't been going well. Sophomore year has turned into the worst year of my entire life. People have stabbed me in the back when I needed them most, people have left me, used me, time and time again. But I guess these little experiences make us stronger. Still, I wish more than anything that I was anywhere but here. To be honest I've thought of transferring. Looking at the course schedule for next semester there is only one class that relates to my major, and not a single class that I can take for my minor. So somehow I have to take 5 classes that will help me graduate. So far I have found two. But perhaps it's just the curse of sophomore year and things will get better? You tell me. Right now I'm stuck in this pit where I feel alone and I have to figure out everything for myself so I guess I'll continue fighting on until May when summer arrives. No matter what though, I'll figure out where I need to go.